Busyness

So I haven't posted in a while, but hey I've been busy! Not a good kind of busy, a work kind of busy. :(

Over the last year or so, I've deliberately taken myself out of a place that kept me connected to a certain circle of aquaintances, so the many surface relationships that made up my human interaction have gone by the wayside. A year ago, I was busy with tons of activities that involved this place and those friends. Some friends I met at this place have become my closest friends and I think because of that, this place will always be special. But it isn't the same anymore and that makes me sad and I miss the way it used to fill up my life. Fun times!!!

I'm busy at work now (not that I ever wasn't, I just had something else that was more important). I am stressed out and depressed because I feel that is the only thing going on in my life...work, work, work. I have an awesome new laptop and all I do is take work home to do. Well, the novelty will wear off with that soon. :) Anyway, I get really upset when work starts to be the only thing available to throw myself into. Work will never get the best parts of me, not that I don't give it my best effort, but that there is more to me than being a drone. I really long for something to pour the best of me into and I'm realizing only God can give that. So God, throw it in my lap! I'm soooo ready for it!

So, in the meantime, I will make God the priority He should be (so hard!), I will do my best at work each day, work to deepen the precious relationships I have with family and friends and keep my eyes open for that next opportunity God brings. Can't wait!